i can't frickin believe it

ok, so i told you about my mother. sigh. during that ordeal my aunt started acting oddly. she's been forgetting things and doing weird things at work the week after my mom got home.

then she had what they now think is a seizure caused by a brain tumor or virus.

then i got food poisoning on thursday. it was the worst. the worst. i have never been that sick in my life. i was sitting on the toilet (i won't tell you why because i am a lady) while vomiting all over the bathroom in a trash can for approximately 24 hours. o. my. word! then the next day my entire body was sooooo sore. my thighs, my back, my tummy was touchy and i was a shaking mess. and! i lost 8 pounds.

my mother called to update me on my aunt. they now know she has a slow growing brain tumor in both hemispheres. they're doing a biopsy to determine the type and then going from there with chemo or radiation.

work on saturday was hard and i came home exhausted. i felt like i should be at the hospital but i just couldn't do it. i fell asleep. i have to work sunday as well.

i don't mean to sound like so poor me. my friend said that i'm in the clear for now because bad things happen in threes. as trivial as it seems i hope she's right. i don't think i can handle much more.